8 months postpartum and my body+libido are sending mixed signals

so im 8 months pp, breastfeeding 2x a day still, periods came back at 6mo. some days i wake up feeling like the horniest version of myself ever (preg hormones tail end?? oxytocin?? idk) and other days the thought of anyone touching me makes me want to crawl out my skin. my husband is being amazing zero pressure but we've not been to a meet since before baby and im starting to wonder if im ever gonna feel "ready". the inconsistency is the worst part... how do u plan anything when ur body is a roulette wheel. anyone navigate this stage