a letter to my 2020-self about the LS... dear me, sat on the couch in lockdown manchester scrolling fetlife like its gonna bite you... you're gonna be fine. youre gonna be MORE than fine. the first club night will be awkward, you'll wear that stupid waistcoat, no one cares. you'll cry in the car after because it was so much softer than you imagined. the woman who chats to you in the smoking area becomes your closest friend for years. dont try to be cool. just be honest, ask the dumb questions, leave when you need to. and tell your wife the truth about what scares you... she's scared of the same stuff and you'll laugh about it later. love, future you who got it right eventually...