she said "i think i liked her more than you"

in the kitchen. tuesday. i was loading the dishwasher. she said it kind of laughing but not laughing. 'i think i liked her more than you'. about the woman from the Berkeley meetup three weeks ago. i said haha okay. didn't look up. finished the plates. now i can't stop. like. is that a thing she's allowed to say. is that something i should be hurt by or grown up about. married 11 years two kids, the youngest has a science fair thing thursday i have to glue a volcano. i don't even know what i'm asking. do other husbands hear stuff like this and just. absorb it. also she texted that woman again. i saw the notification. didn't open it didn't ask. tbh i don't want to know what it says i just want to know if i'm supposed to want to know.