the lifestyle weirdly gave me my queerness back

not really a question more a thing i need to say somewhere. i came out as bi at 19, dated women all through uni, then met my now husband at 26 and somewhere in the last 14 years i basically stopped being queer in any visible way. married, mortgage, school run, the lot. i still knew i was bi but it was theoretical, like an old hobby. and then we got into ENM two years ago and ive kissed more women in the last 6 months than i did in my entire 20s. ive cried after sex with women a couple of times because it felt like coming home to a self id misplaced. has anyone else had this? the LS as a route back to a queerness you let go of without meaning to? feels like a thing nobody talks about cause its not the usual bi awakening story