wife went stag for the first time last night and im still processing the morning after talk

M39 / F37, married 9 years, weve been talking about hotwife stuff for almost a year and last night she finally went out alone with a guy we'd been vetting for 3 months. they met at a hotel bar in chicago, had dinner, went up to his room. i was at home with takeout and a movie i didnt watch. she came home at 1:40am. i was awake obviously. she crawled into bed, smelled like a different cologne, kissed me, said "im so glad youre here" and fell asleep in like 10 minutes. the morning was the part i wasnt prepared for. she made coffee. sat on the kitchen floor with her back against the cabinet. and she just talked. for like 2 hours. she told me everything. not in a clinical way, in a soft way, like she was processing it WITH me. what she felt when she walked in, what she felt when he kissed her, the moment she texted him in the car beforehand that she was nervous, the moment she stopped being nervous, the moment she missed me, the moment she didnt. and i sat across from her on the floor and just listened. i didnt know what i was supposed to feel. i felt close to her in a way i havent felt in years tbh. and a little wrecked. and a little proud. and a little jealous of myself somehow for being the one she came home to. is this normal for the first stag morning after. is the 2 hour kitchen floor download a known thing in this community. and how do you not chase that feeling so hard that you push her to go out again before shes ready